Divine Justice!!

I just read a notorious abortion “doctor” was shot and killed.His clinic had been bombed before and he survived a previous shooting. Now, I don’t condone violence,and I agree murder is still  murder,and killing is never the answer, but I also can’t help but think it’s Divine Justice. He slaughtered countless defenceless unborn babies and now he himself has been killed(violence breeds violence), and with that, countless more future babies have been saved as a result. He was one of the few who also performed late-term abortions(although ALL abortions are equally reprehensible and the babies are equally as dead.) I figure he sort of had it coming; what goes around,comes around…and Hell now has a new inhabitant!!There’s just no way you can murder and get away with it.God will NOT be mocked!As I once heard quoted in a movie,”He needed killin’.”Now God can judge him…

Nervous and anxious every 2 months!

Every 2 months our son(age 11) has his bloodwork checked at the cancer clinic to ensure the leukemia hasn’t returned. So far so good.It’s been 4 years now( 3 years of chemo and a year off) but the possibility is always there that at any given time he CAN relapse and it’s always in the back of my mind.Just before he’s due for another check-up(it’s on Tuesday) I am filled with anxiety and worry; afraid something worrisome will show up.I hope and pray all is well(and there’s no reason to think it won’t be; he doesn’t seem sick or have any indications)but it’s always THERE, lurking.Please pray everything will be ok and we can breathe a sigh of relief for another 2 months…I can’t even IMAGINE him(and our family) going thru this again!!

Democracy or dictatorship?

[dictatorship.jpg]Governments are increasingly intruding upon private matters, trampling on families,and steamrolling over our privacy, rights,and freedoms. I just read 2 cases: a 13 year old in Minnesota who is refusing chemo to treat his cancer and where the courts ordered him seized by child welfare and forced against his will to submit to the treatment.I call this ASSAULT!(as well as tyranny of the mind!) Another case involves 2 kids in Manitoba who have been seized simply because their parents are white supremacists.Granted, I personally DON’T agree with their views, but I DO,however, defend their RIGHT to believe what they want WITHOUT gov’t intrusion;it doesn’t mean they’re bad parents and don’t deserve to have their kids taken away simply because the gov’t  doesn’t like their political beliefs, otherwise, where does it END? Who will they come for NEXT? Christians?Homeschoolers?Certain ethnic groups?Wait..it’s already begun; they already HAVE! We have to stand up and demand justice and take back our God-given rights. Parents should have the ultimate say over their families, which are ordained by God.I don’t recognize any other “authority”and am only accountable to Him.We can’t let gov’t intrusion suppress our families! We must not allow democracy to turn to dictatorship!!

How much WORSE can the world POSSIBLY get?

Now they say abducted 8 year old Tori Stafford is officially declared murdered. She was taken and discarded by someone she KNEW. How much worse can the world POSSIBLY get? Kids aren’t even safe in their own yards anymore, can’t be left alone,and pedophiles lurk everywhere waiting for innocent prey to snatch up. NOTHING,and I repeat NOTHING is worse than molesting and killing a child. “People” who do such things are MONSTERS and pure EVIL! Satan rules the world alright, and I honestly don’t think the world can get any more evil, immoral, devaluing of life, corrupt, ungodly, sinful, depraved, inhuman,brutal, senseless,etc..we are in the Last Days and End Times and the good of it is Jesus will return soon and heal the broken world, restore a godly society, destroy the wicked and save the righteous, but until then it is SO hard to endure, to barely hold on…

Secondary infertility?

Even though I have 11 kids I think I may have secondary infertility and this thought makes me sad; sad I’ll never again  feel the flutters of life growing inside me, sad I’ll never hold a newborn again or breastfeed. Sad there will no longer be any more babies in the house. I have been pregnant and had babies for the past almost 20 years and  even though all things must come to an end this saddens me and it feels like an identity crisis. I won’t know what to DO with myself! It took 3 YEARS to get prego with the last one and he’s 2 years old now and nothing since; am I starting menopause? God opens and closes the womb,and although I am grateful I’ve had many babies the fact that it may be over now(I’m 42) fills me with a loss.

The most disgusting product review ever!

Ok, this is the Diva Cup. It is a flexible silicone cup you insert into your (what my kids call “rude-part”) to catch the monthly flow of,well, you know…”Aunt Flow!” It saves mess and expense of pads,and of the mess of tampons, sounds good so far, right….except after having birthed 11 kids I’m,well, ahem…stretched(a massive gaping cavern is probably more like it!!),and the little cup keeps slipping down and FALLS OUT!(I even have it in the largest size!) it also leaks! In theory it looks good and perhaps for others it works(if the cup actually stays PUT like it’s supposed to!) but not for me.I AM one of THOSE people though, too; the unlucky souls where nothing works for or ever goes right for;I’m sorta cursed like that, so it could just be that,too(even if the exact same  thing works for other people it never works for me)..either way, since it always falls out, I wouldn’t recommend it,esp. as it costs 50$!! GROSS-OUT factor: I always have to keep shoving it back up every few minutes. It has to be taken out, emptied of it’s contents, washed, and re-inserted(I do this 3-4 times over 24 hours). The pressure makes it hard for me to pee. I have to take it out if I do(the kids call “ca-ca”) or else it shoots out with the pushing(TMI?) I sometimes get all crampy with it and it rubs on, well, let’s just say, certain parts. I have woken up with it turned side-ways and leaking.Maybe my anatomy is just abnormal?

Honour His Sacred Heart!

Sacred Heart of Jesus June is almost here, and it is a special month set apart to Honour the Sacred Heart of Jesus. What will you do to Honour Him? Enrol your family? Rosaries? Novenas? Daily Mass? Confession?Pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet?All of the above?

I re-did my eyebrows!

Well, I actually DID it! I shaved off my eyebrows and pencilled them in! When I leave it bald I sort of look like an alien, but once pencilled-in they look pretty good! I just didn’t consider what would happen if I : get caught in the rain.Go swimming.Sweat.Wash my face. So I have to watch out they don’t wash or melt off, that’s all,and that I don’t forget to draw them in BEFORE I go out somewhere! ha ha.It’s weird too where it got shaved off it feels rough like sandpaper! I had a friend in high school who had her brows shaved,too…only she DIDN’T pencil them in; she just left it like that(sort of like Whoopi Goldberg) but it suited her; she looked ok! 🙂

I-yah! My bubble has burst!

I LOVE Susan Boyle, the “plain” Scottish woman with the angelic voice. The underdog. The one I hoped will show the rest of the world that looks don’t matter and talent is a gift from God.The one I hoped would be a shining example for all non-beautiful folks everywhere.The one that would finally get her chance , get a break, and show them all. Now I hear she has developed a rude “Diva” attitude; unleashing a tirade of “F-Bombs” and showing quite a nasty side to herself.Sure, no one’s perfect and she’s only human and none of us are “above” bad bahaviour…but I have to say my “bubble” has burst; she doesn’t seem to be the humble,kind, gentle soul I thought she was, that she came across as,and presented herself as.I feel “duped”, disillusioned,and “cheated”. Crap.I hoped she was genuine; the real deal; the honestly “good” person and good example in a world of corruption. I’d hoped fame wouldn’t spoil or ruin her. Great; now I’m “bummed-out!”

Friday Fill-ins.

1. Moving is a colossal pain in the arse!_____.

2. The gov’t does NOT want you to be_____ free.

3. My best quality is my strong faith and trust in God._____.

4. Life has too many_____ details.

5. In nearly 10 years, I have gained over 20 pounds_____.

6. Some good ‘ol plastic surgery_____ is what I need right now!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to being outside_____, tomorrow my plans include watching a movie on the pay channel_____ and Sunday, I want to go to Mass_____! Posted by Janet