Notice to people critical of my blog!

Notice to those who have commented critical of my views: I am a conservative, pro-life CHRISTIAN and I will NOT “apologize” for it. My views on abortion, homosexuality,etc.. rub some people the wrong way, but ya know what, I DON’T CARE! I expect negative comments; it’s part of blogging, but it’s simple: if you don’t like mystrong  opinions, beliefs, or what I have to say, then DON’T READ THE BLOG! You don’t have to come here! I AM a Christian,but  I’m not “perfect”; I can contradict myself, I can be torn, I can make bad decisions,I can make wrong choices, I have regrets,I can say stupid things,I can speak before I think,I can screw up,I can make mistakes,I can be judgemental, I can be critical, I can hurt people,I am human,; I am a sinner; we ALL are. I do my best.I follow God and NOT the world. He loves me just as I am.It is MY blog and I will not “censor” myself; if you don’t like it, leave.Part of being a Christian is being opposed to the world and being hated and persecuted by it.I’m used to it.If you don’t like what I have to say, then WHY are you even HERE?

Air France missing plane really freaks me out!

The news of the missing Air France plane(presumed crashed) really freaks me out! Not only as a frequent flyer, but as someone who has flown across the Atlantic Ocean many times; it rattles me to think it could have just as easily been *US*, and I WAS in a plane in a thunderstorm once,too and saw the lightening hit the side of the plane(it just ascended higher up at that point; flying above the storm)and make it violently shake; whenever I hear of news like this it shakes me up,and I feel a heavy sorrow for those on board and for their families,storming Heaven with prayers.I feel a hollow, stunned, shocked, numb sadness and disbelief.Tomorrow isn’t promised to any of us, and you just never know…they are in my prayers.

A stain in my life I can’t erase…

I am still hurting over a stain in my life I can never erase; a painful(although necessary) decision I made years ago. It still haunts me,and although I know it had to be made and it was the right decision, I still regret, and feel guilty about, the whole thing. This is a heavy emotional burden I will carry with me for the rest of my life. I did the best I was able, but the situation needed more than I was able to give and I couldn’t handle it. I regret the way I felt,my lacking, my failure,everything.(no, it wasn’t an abortion, or anything like that! I would NEVER!) and even now, years later, it is still with me and I have no way to “make up” for it or make it “right.” I know God has forgiven me but how can I ever forgive MYSELF?It changed my entire life as well as my future due to it, but how can I heal, how can I move on?I leave it with God and He’s doing HIS part, but how do I do MINE?

Please pray!

Please pray for the following needs:For the people on the missing Air France flight. For Susan Boyle, suffering from an apparant breakdown. For the soul of the murdered abortionist. For my son, that his app't at the cancer clinic goes well tomorrow and he hasn't relapsed. For a person in South Africa who left a prayer request regarding their marriage. Please pray for them!!

“Not me!” Mondays.

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I didn’t shave off my eyebrows and never tell the kids and vainly  always have them pencilled-in before I get them up in the morning so they’ll never see me look like an alien…

I don’t kiss my puppy on the lips…

I didn’t accidently knock over a roll of toilet paper on the counter into the toilet and feign surprise when asked what happened to it…

I didn’t think to myself “Serves him right!” when a notorious abortionist was killed(I’m pro-LIFE afterall!)…

I didn’t blog about feminine hygeine products…

I didn’t pick at my scabs…

I didn’t sneak a fibre powder into the kids’ drinks and not tell them…

I didn’t hide the step up to the trampoline on the 2 year old so he couldn’t climb on as I was too lazy to watch him….

I didn’t read hurtful comments when I swore to myself I wouldn’t as I would only upset myself…

I didn’t feel envy hearing about others who are pregnant or had babies, knowing it’s likely over for me now….

NOT ME!!