“Not me!” Monday.

A blog carnival beginning at www.mckmama.com

I don’t…hope a blizzard comes and someone(I don’t get along with) who’s supposed to be coming home for Christmas will get snowed-in and be unable to visit…

I didn’t…sigh, “I’ve had 21 YEARS of THIS?” on our anniversary when we went out to eat and my hubby forgot his wallet and all his credit cards at home(like he ALWAYS  does;loses things!)…

I didn’t…laugh out loud when the 2 year old spelled a rude word aloud…

I don’t…feel anxious Christmas will be ruined due to a certain somebody who will be there, and always causes fights,strife and discord in the family…

I didn’t…cover up one of the kids’ bruises( on her face from where the 2 year old threw a hard toy at her causing a bruised welt) going to church  for fear someone might report us if they saw it,wrongly thinking we “abuse” her…

I didn’t…automatically think first of all, “I bet it was drugs!” hearing a young actresss had suddenly died…

I didn’t…feel relieved I likely won’t be having more babies upon hearing of a preemie born; a reminder of what CAN go wrong and I won’t have to worry about ever again…

I didn’t…feel depressed hearing 3 of my school friends(who are the same age as me) are grandmothers now; making ME feel really OLD….

I don’t…secretly feel relieved that soon  Christmas is over, as all the hard work and preparation and stress will finally be  behind me now for another year…

NOT ME!!