50 Years Of Rocking And Rolling.

 I can’t believe it’s been 50 YRS the Rolling Stones have been a band, giving us wonderful music. That’s 5 YRS before I was even BORN, yet here they still are; geriatric old rockers still creating music and performing live on stage with the energy of someone half their age! It’s impressive and quite the accomplishment. I like all of their songs pretty much except for “Under My Thumb” and the few that have a redneck country sound to them, but all the rest I really like and “Miss You” is my fave. followed by “Emotional Rescue”, “Undercover Of The Night”, “Jumpin’ Jack Flash”, “Satisfaction”, “Paint It Black”, and “Beast Of Burden.” Congrats to them for a job well done and for still keeping it together after all these YRS, among drug addictions, trials and tribulations, relationship troubles and the like. They are definitely one of the best bands out there and it’s hard to believe it’s been 50 YRS! Wow! Keep on rocking!!


As well, I’m embarrassed some of the kids like “gay” “pussy” music (Boy Bands, Lady GaGa, Katy Perry,Rihanna,etc. you get the idea) and the 14 YR old scoffs, “Not everyone has the same opinion as YOU!” and they don’t have to like the same music as me; I just wish they had SOME taste in music, that’s all,(and even when I WAS a teen I still didn’t like gay music!) but at least they don’t like redneck country music; if they did I’d have to disown them, ha ha! I also warned them when we have our 2 HR drive each way for our outing on Saturday that they’re NOT playing their gay music in the car; they can listen to it when they’re on their own but NOT when I’m in the car with them as I’m NOT listening to THAT for 4 HRS,and if they played it I’d seriously jump out of the car and walk along the side of the highway rather than to subject myself to that! It also said on the news that 50% of mosquitoes tested recently here  tested positive for West Nile Virus, so if you get bitten you have a 50-50 chance of getting it and I just got bit the other day…

I also watch the news every night at 17:00 and I have for YRS and now my hubby and the kids have started doing this intense exercise regimen by following along to a video and of course they HAVE to have it run into my news time and I said they should start it earlier so they’d be done in time and then my hubby sneers why can’t *I* be “flexible” but why should I have to always  be the one always disrupted?Besides, with my Asperger’s I HAVE to have a routine and things HAVE to go in a certain order and be on time and can’t be deviated or I get major anxiety attacks.I’ve only been watching the  news then for YRS,and they KNOW it, why can’t they do it at some OTHER time? Why do they always have to inconvenience and displace ME? My mother also  ordered me to fill in her passport re-newal application as she doesn’t like to do it(and claims she “can’t see”)although neither do I, and I always end up filling something out wrong and they have to return it for me to redo, and she snickered that SHE called MY doctor for ME(as with my Social Phobia I can’t talk on the phone or else I get a major panic attack)…yet she DID make me wait 3 WKS from when I’d asked her until she finally DID, so I’ll wait 3 WKS until I fill out her application for her too and it works both ways and now she’ll know how I felt,and I’m not doing anything different than she did! I also think my inability to love certain people has alot to do with my Asperger’s and me not learning how to love or bond as a child(due to me  not being loved or shown affection) likely plays a big factor too,and  it makes me feel badly but what can I do? I still grieve for my old life as well,before everything went crashing down and stole my joy and broke me beyond repair, now unable to find happiness.I wish I could go back in time and be the person I used to be and have the life I used to have.