Confession(new) CONFESSIONS:

– My grandparents and several of my cousins were/are racist whereas I am the complete opposite.

-I hate horoscopes(because they’re occult) and whenever I see them in magazines I always quickly turn the page and skip right over them.

-When there’s celebs I’ve never heard of it almost always ends up to either be someone really old from before my time, someone from some stupid reality TV show like The Bachelor, The Real Housewives of NY/NJ/Beverly Hills, etc. or some redneck sports or country music star.

– I was a virgin for my hubby.

– My first flight was on American Airlines.

– Ever since the E Coli outbreak we now refuse to buy Canadian beef anymore and only buy imported but it’s hard to find so we don’t eat much beef.

– I’ve gained 60 pounds since I was 21.

– I’ve read the tabloids(my guilty pleasure!) ever since I was a teen as I like entertainment and celeb news and I like to temporarily  “escape” into their glamorous world.

– One thing I actually like about living out in the country is the sound of crickets, and the smell of milkweed and wildflowers after it rains.

-The only thing I like about Canada is the change of seasons.

– The best YR of my life was when I was 11.

– I used to have a crush on Paul McCartney.

– The guy I loved and hoped to marry ended up to be gay….just my luck!

– I like the sound of buzzing wires in the heat of summer.

– I bite my nails.

– I took gymnastics for 16 YRS starting from age 4.

– I love to read but hate e-books as nothing can replace the feel and smell of a paperback book!

– I don’t own a cell phone, iPod, etc. or any of those high-tech gadgets; the only thing I have is my desktop computer.

– On the nightly TV news I pause redneck sports on the PVR so I can fast-forward right  thru it and skip past it.

– My fave. house style is old-fashioned Victorian brick.

– What I want the most,and my greatest wish and dream is to go back to the past and the life I used to have, to leave this country that I hate, to get a Chihuahua like I used to have, and to move out on my own and live my own life.

– I like it when guys have grey hair around their temples and little lines around their eyes and mouth; I think it looks sexy and debonair.

Funny Money.

PolymerMoney We now have new polymer money(like they’ve had in Australia for YRS) in circulation; the 5,10, 20,50,and 100 dollar bills and people here actually thought that the new 100 dollar bills were-get this- scratch ‘n sniff maple syrup scented! They’re even dumber than I thought! I mean, how STUPID can people possibly BE? This country is killing me,too I hate it here so much; it’s like every day rolling a huge boulder up a mountain and then it rolls back down again and I have to keep rolling it back up repeated daily,and on and on it goes, day after day after day.It’s sucking the life out of me. I’m just “spent”, and it’s sad that I realized that the last time I was happy was the summer of 1988; I’ve HAD good days and happy moments but it’s NOT the same thing as actually BEING happy.That’s 25 YRS that I haven’t been happy….more than HALF my LIFE!! It concerned me as well that the 18 YR old gave alot of his stuff away to the other kids as I’ve heard when someone’s planning on committing suicide they give their stuff away and so I asked him about it and he said he just cleaned his room and gave away stuff he no longer uses so I hope that’s just it, the 10 YR old saw chow mein and goes,”That’s Mama’s friend!” and I told her, “No, that’s Fong Ming!” and I often have Chihuahua dreams because I really want one,but I’m also prego in alot of my dreams lately,too,even though I have no desire to be in real life so I wonder if maybe it’s “symbolic” of a new beginning and a change in my life coming up, perhaps?

People on a site I was on were saying how “slut shaming” is wrong as well but I agree with it; if people are going to be whores they *should* be called out on it and if they’re embarrassed and don’t want people to know then they must KNOW what they’re doing is wrong and then they shouldn’t BE doing it in the first place,and it enrages me as well how society hails the military as “our nation’s ‘heroes'” when they invade other countries and kill innocent civilians; that is NOT a “hero’; the definition of a hero is someone who risks their own life or even dies to SAVE another person’s life;NOT someone who KILLS another person! It’s the complete opposite!

I was shocked and horrified as well to hear on the news Scotland is trying to pass a law that all children from birth are given a gov’t “minder” ; a social worker assigned to them to over-see them and keep tabs on them, incl. unannounced surprise visits,making sure they raise their kids the way the gov’t sees fit, like a Stasi Police State, and in the UK some families are ordered by the gov’t to have survellience cameras installed into their homes so that the Big Brother gov’t can spy on them,ready to swoop down and snatch their kids away at the slightest disapproval(they even consider shouting at your kids to be “bullying” and “abuse”) and the Green agenda also brainwashed kids and society to such an extent it has schools telling kids to inform on their parents if they aren’t recycling “properly”; like in Nazi Germany where neighbours and family members turned eachother in to the authorities, and it’s all part of the new social engineering that kids no longer belong to their parents and their families but belong collectively to the State. This is so Orwellian  it’s terrifying and people will resort to having,raising,and teaching children “underground” where they won’t be reg’d ,seen, or known by the authorities, in order to have their autonomy, safety and freedom.

Infamous abortionist Dr. Henry Morgentaler also died(he was 90; why do the most evil people,such as the Nazi war criminals,for example, seem to live the longest,anyway?) and I hope he burns in Hell for killing babies! On the news they hailed him like some kind of “hero”, calling him a “crusader” of women’s rights,saying he “helped women”,etc. when he was a murderer, plain and simple;he killed selfish bitches’ babies for a living and he was proud of it and had no remorse; he was an evil little man and I’m sure there’s a special place reserved in Hell for monsters like him! He even got The Order of Canada,too which is disgraceful(so now it’s lost any meaning); they’re awarding it to killers, now,too?(What, give it to Paul Bernardo,next?)He survived the concentration camps of WWII as well and now the evil cretin will have a reunion with the Nazis once again, only this time in Hell!

A 25 YR old was also charged with First-Degree murder in the death of her newborn: she hid her pregnancy and secretly gave birth, killed her baby and dumped it in a Dumpster like trash(when so many people are infertile and would give anything for a baby!!) and they only found out as her mother brought her to the hospital(I guess she was hemmoraging,and too bad she didn’t bleed to death; it would have served her right for killing her baby!)and the exam shown she’d just given birth but they were suspicious as there was no baby so the hospital called the police.What kind of person DOES something like that? She’s 25 YRS old and old enough to be able to raise a baby; I mean, it’s not like she was 13 YRS old or something(it still wouldn’t excuse it, but you’d understand the panic and fear more) and it doesn’t make sense; she already went thru the pregnancy and the birth, so why not just give the baby up for adoption(and if she’d decided she didn’t want it right from the beginning why didn’t she abort it? not that it’s right,either)If she didn’t want to get prego then she should have kept her legs shut! Maybe she didn’t want her parents to know since she still lives at home?(Well, they sure know now!)Life in prison is too good for her.