I dream of love and romance.
I dream of being normal like everyone else, without Asperger’s and all my other social limits and defects, traumas, and brokenness that limits me and holds me back.
I dream of going back to the past where I was happy.
I dream of being someone else with someone else’s life.
I dream of being pretty and thin.
I dream of getting out of this shithole and of moving back to the city and out of this country that I hate beyond words.
I dream of being able to live on my own, away from a family that belittles, demeans,and devalues me.
I dream of knowing what it’s like to be loved.
I dream of having a family that doesn’t hate me ,mock me and ridicule me.
I dream of having a Chihuahua again, like I did growing up.
I dream of having $$$$ so I could change my life.
I dream of a life where I’m not constantly riddled with anxiety, fear, stress,and worry.
I dream of a life with light, joy,and hope, free of the blackness of dark depression.
I dream of a life without constant bad luck and misfortune.
I dream of a life where I’m not always blamed for everything.
I dream that my life-long always being bullied, abused, victimized,and rejected will finally end.
I dream I can see the value and worth in myself and my life the way God does.
I dream when I die I can go to Heaven.
I dream of going back into the past and changing so much.
I dream of re-living the 70’s and 80’s again.
I dream of a simpler time.
I dream of my happy memories.
I dream of escaping my life.
I dream of my old life.
I dream of being a kid again.
I dream my dreams will become reality.
I dream a dream.