Ruby Tuesday.

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The Rolling Stones Lyrics

“Ruby Tuesday”

She would never say where she came from
Yesterday don’t matter if it’s gone
While the sun is bright
Or in the darkest night
No one knows
She comes and goes
Goodbye, Ruby Tuesday
Who could hang a name on you?
When you change with every new day
Still I’m gonna miss you…
Don’t question why she needs to be so free
She’ll tell you it’s the only way to be
She just can’t be chained
To a life where nothing’s gained
And nothing’s lost
At such a cost
Goodbye, Ruby Tuesday
Who could hang a name on you?
When you change with every new day
Still I’m gonna miss you…
There’s no time to lose, I heard her say
Catch your dreams before they slip away
Dying all the time
Lose your dreams
And you will lose your mind.
Ain’t life unkind?
Goodbye, Ruby Tuesday
Who could hang a name on you?
When you change with every new day
Still I’m gonna miss you… [x2

Auslander.

Screen Shot 12-04-17 at 08.21 AM I’ve always liked the German word auslander. It means foreigner but the word aus itself means out and I just always sort of saw it as the perfect word to describe me; the outsider, the one who isn’t like the others, who is different, doesn’t fit in,  who always gets left out, who stands out, who is pushed out, ostracized,different, not like the others, outcast. I’m the one that always gets over-looked, forgotten, dismissed, chosen last, discarded, rejected, shoved aside, pushed out, mocked,, and along those lines consider last night when my hubby went to get the 14 YR old’s snack at Harvey’s before bedtime; he brought back her Buffalo chicken sandwich and  himself a burger and fries…..but nothing for me, even though it’s always the 3 of us that share bedtime snack together, and to buy for everyone except  for one person and to purposely exclude one person like that is just rude and mean!(and I’m always the one being left out and “forgotten”, too.) and I was mad and yelled at him, You really are an asshole!!!!

Aunt Flow also came yesterday, 4 days early, yet really heavy and the cramps are so bad I can hardly even stand up so I have to drug myself to oblivion and only after I also had weed did it finally help, Oh, thank you, Lord, for the Blessed Herb! and I’ll be 51 next months and my next date is due right on my birthday too ( it always has a habit of coming at the worst possible time!) and with my luck I’ll probably still have it right up until the day I die (and I’ll never be rid of it) and probably I’ll even be on it, on the day I die, too!  Donna’s house’s been already been sold as well and someone moved into  G.P’s old house yesterday too; we saw the big moving van on the street, so at least that gives us some clue  as to what type of people they may be as rednecks move  themselves using U-Hauls or pick-up trucks and non-rednecks actually hire a moving company. Workers also recently tore up the entire lawn of grass at G.P’s old house and she’d have a shit-fit if only she knew that they did to her grass! She’d be turning in her grave!