This And That.

ThisAndThat – My Facebook friend in Ireland got her brain tumor biopsy results back: luckily NO cancer, and will likely have surgery to remove the tumor in 2 weeks or so( not like here where you wait MONTHS!) and she “outed” herself on Facebook as a lesbian as well and challenged anyone who had a problem with it to de-friend her; I won’t; I didn’t know but I don’t care either way; that’s her business.

– For about an HR I had these piercing bad pains in my stomach and abdomen I could hardly move and it felt like my guts were being twisted into a knot and for awhile there I even wondered if I might have even had a bowel twisting or obstruction but it ended up to just be gas cramps! It’s amazing how incredibly painful gas can be!

– Yesterday I read 3 blogs in a ROW that STILL had posts about Hallowe’en (Satan’s Day) even though I’d thought by now it would be over and I wouldn’t have to HEAR about it for another YR(I just can’t seem to get away from it!) and a few days ago another where one’s a Christian so I left a comment saying I’m surprised she’d celebrate it, being a deeply Satanic and occult holiday and that I didn’t expect to see that but she didn’t publish it( big surprise, ha,ha) and another blog in Kuwait said when the authorities saw some stores were selling Hallowe’en stuff they made them pay fines and when the Ministry of Education found out about the(private) schools'(for foreigners) Hallowe’en parties they shut them down! Good for them!  Islam doesn’t go for the occult,either, and they see Hallowe’en for the evil day it really is, glorifying Satan and the demons and an affront to their religion!

– Toronto Mayor Ford(after repeated denials) finally admitted he DID smoke crack, although said it was only once (which I doubt) but he’s still not resigning and I think what he should do is take a medical leave and check himself into rehab and then get back to work; he’s still a good mayor but he also needs to take care of himself, and his brother said the police chief should resign for investigating the mayor, saying that he’s “biased” against him when actually he’s just doing his job!

– The 15 YR old asked me, “Why are we such rednecks?” and I told him, “Speak for yourself!” and “You get it from Papa,and I try to discourage it but everyone always fights me every step of the way!” and then he says I’M one,too, even though I DON’T smoke or drink, and don’t even like sports, country music, wrestling, NASCAR, bowling, UFC, monster trucks,, etc. and my hubby said ,”Rednecks work hard” even though they’re mostly all on welfare( like 70% of the people in this town) so how is that “working hard” exactly?

– The 12 YR old said she can’t wait to be an adult and I told her, “No, you don’t, being an adult sucks; you’ll end up married to someone who treats you like shit, have kids that hate you, and worry about money all the time. Being a kid is the best time of your life so enjoy it now while you can!”

– I was in the kitchen at the counter getting my lunch and my mother wanted to use it and she tried to push me out of the way and sniffed, “It’s just something for YOU!” and whenever I need something her and my hubby always tell me I’m “selfish” incl. such incredibly selfish things like using the stove to heat my food, or needing a ride to go to the clinic to get my prescriptions re-newed. If it’s just something for me it’s not important , doesn’t matter, is the least important, and the last on the list of priorities.

– I’m so short of $$$ now I had to let my magazine subscriptions run out as well and not re-new as I just don’t have the $$$ anymore now for any “extras.”

– The Senate has (wisely) voted to suspend those 3 senators without pay( but still only for 2 YRS and with full benefits) for their false expense claims and wasting tax payers’ $$$$$, lying, cheating,  and fraud. Now if only the RCMP would charge them,too….

– I joined the White Poppy For Peace campaign; instead of the traditional red poppy which supports military, veterans and war, this one supports peace and the innocent victims of war. Now THIS is a poppy I WOULD wear!

Satan’s Day.

Don'tCelebrateHalloween “You must not worship the Lord your God the way other nations worship their gods, for they perform for their gods every detestable act that the Lord hates.” – Deuteronomy 12:31

“Test all things, hold fast what is good. Abstain from every form of evil.”- 1 Thessalonians 5:21-22

“And have not fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them.” – Ephesians 5:11

” Yea, they sacrificed their sons and daughters unto devils.” – Psalm 106: 37

“You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons, you cannot be partakers of the Lord’s table and the table of demons.” – 1 Corinthians 10:21

“Abhor what is evil, cling to what is good.” – Romans 12:9

” “Take your stand against the devil’s schemes.” – Ephesians 6:11

” Do not imitate what is evil.” – 3 John 1:11

” Thou shall not suffer a witch to live.” – Exodus 22:18

” And whenever you live you must not eat the blood of any bird or animal” – Leviticus 7:26

” There shall not be found among you anyone who burns his son or daughter as an offering, anyone who practices divination or tells fortunes or interprets omens or a sorcerer.” – Deuteronomy 18:10

” Do not turn to mediums or seek out spiritists for you will be defiled by them, I am the Lord your God.” – Leviticus 19:31

Always Left Out.

MexicanTVDinner Walmart had the “Hungry Man” TV dinners on sale half-price for 2.50$ so my mother went and got some for everyone’s dinner…everyone EXCEPT for ME, that is! They even had my favourite one( the Mexican one,shown here) which is usually hard to find here,too, but she still never got it even though she got dinners for everyone else. I’m ALWAYS the one left out, overlooked, forgotten,and left behind. Sometimes I seriously wonder if she *purposely* does things like this just to hurt me and to piss me off. Does she REALLY “forget” about just me ALL the time? Why is it ALWAYS me that gets left out all the time and no one else? Then when I got mad she turns it onto me and blames me( like she always does) and goes on and on that I “should be grateful” for everything else, trying to change the subject(as usual) and even my hubby said it’s “Ok,and not a big deal” and I told him, “It’s NOT ‘ok’; I’m sick and tired of ALWAYS being the one that’s left out, forgotten, not important,and that doesn’t matter! It’s NOT ok that everyone else has dinner and that I have nothing to eat! It’s NOT ok that she ‘forgot’ about me again! It’s NOT ‘ok’ that I got left out again! I’m fed up this always happens to ME! It IS a big deal!” As it turned out she had to go back to Walmart later in the day anyway so she ended up picking me up one afterall, but she wouldn’t have otherwise,and the point is that it never occurred to her that I’M part of this family and that I’d like to be included and eat,too. It never does. *I* never occur to her.Or to ANYONE.

I’m always overlooked.

Always an afterthought.

Always not included.

Always left out.

Always forgotten.

Always an oversight.

Always me.


As well, 4 of the kids were at a church youth group event all day yesterday and my hubby had a booking for his home business that he totally forgot about and didn’t write down and they phoned him asking where he was and he was like, “Huh?” and then had to quickly rush down there and set up, late, and they must have thought he was so unprofessional, and I got into an argument online with someone trying to “justify” Hallowe’en (Satan’s Day) as ok for Christians to celebrate even though it’s evil and the holiest day of the YR for Satanists and other occultists(but the truth hurts and he didn’t want to hear it and wanted an excuse to just keep doing what he wants) but Christians have no business having anything to do with it. We USED to do it many YRS ago ourselves,too, BEFORE we knew what it really was, we used to think it was harmless fun,too,where kids just dress up and get candy, but the last time we did it was when our oldest(he’s 24 now) was 5 YRS old and we haven’t  done it now for 19 YRS, ever since we first went  to the Christian homeschooling group and we found out what it really was! What they told us was eye-opening! Once we found out I just felt so guilty, horrible,and sick for having done it all those YRS, not realizing what we were taking part in unknowingly(like most people don’t; they aren’t aware of it’s true meaning; they’re not worshipping Satan and opening the door to the occult on purpose for the most part) but once you know you’re then obligated to repent and to stop celebrating it and to inform others. You can’t follow God AND demons; you have to choose.

“Ketchup” Post.

KP1 Catching up on events:

– The nice lady I talk to that walks by our house told me she likes her new daughter-in-law’s family as they’re nice and “not the kind of family that’s always yelling and fighting” and I thought, “Shit….that’s us; WE’RE that family that’s always yelling and fighting!” If only she knew….

– I had weird dreams: that I was back in Africa and I caught the Ebola virus and had bright red eyes and was bleeding out of every pore and opening in my body, and that the gov’t had these machines somewhat like streetcars that chopped people up that defied and disagreed with them and it was after me but they only ran on streetcar tracks so I hid on streets that didn’t have the tracks so it couldn’t get me but I did see it chopping up other people and the big pools of blood kept pooling all around me. I often still do have weird and scary nightmares, even now as an adult.

– We got another 700$ water bill  again even though we only budgeted 300$ for it and I can’t figure out why since the pool’s been closed for a month now and my hubby fixed the leaking sink. So many expenses that we just can’t afford. I also read somewhere that people take better care of things they own as opposed to rent but not in our case: we own our house but things are still all falling apart because we just can’t afford repairs. We just don’t have the $$$.

– A group of femi-Nazis are trying to change the national anthem from “in all thy SONS command” to “in all of US command”. Lame. Why DO the femi-Nazis even HAVE so much say,anyway? Why don’t they just thumb their noses at them and say, “Who GIVES a rat’s ass what YOU think?” They always take offence to *everything* and are always trying to stir up trouble. They don’t want equal rights( which they already have) they want SPECIAL rights.

– Toronto wants to ban smoking in all OUTDOOR public areas now,too( it’s already banned in indoor public places, such as offices, buildings, malls, restaurants,etc.) and even though I’m a non-smoker I think it’s going waaaay too far and infringes on people’s rights and is way too fascist, Big Brother and Nanny State. This country just keeps getting worse all the time. If they really want to ban something it should be alcohol which is alot more harmful to others, esp. drunk drivers!

– I noticed a guy sitting in front of us in church last week was missing 2 of his fingers and I spent the entire hour wondering what happened to him: did he lose them in some kind of industrial accident? Did he accidently cut them off with a saw? Did he lose them to cancer? A car accident?

– My hubby keeps hassling me I don’t celebrate Hallowe’en as it’s Satan’s day and says Christmas was based on a pagan holiday,too, but the difference is Christmas USED to be a pagan celebration but has now been reclaimed for God but Hallowe’en is STILL a high holy day for Wiccans, Satanists,and other occultists, and even the NAME is dark: “hallow” means hallowed which means holy, and “we’en” comes from Samhain( pronounced “Soween”) which is the basis of Hallowe’en; it’s a pagan festival of the dead that opens the door to the underworld of demons and the occult, for souls of the dead enter our world, a celebration of divination, witchcraft,and the holiest day of the YR for occultists; a day of animal and human sacrifice for Satanists and NOT a day that Christians should have *ANYTHING* to do with,so basically you’re saying “Holy Samhain” equal to “Praise Satan”). Most people aren’t even aware of the origin or of what it still REALLY is; they’re misguided into celebrating Satan’s holiest day and a day that glorifies Satan and the demons, they think it’s just a fun day to dress up and get candy but it’s NOT; it’s in actual fact a dark, sinister,and evil holiday.

– I hate being middle age. This is my life. This is all there is. This is as good as it’s going to get. This is it.