I had this dream that my “next” self I’m going to have long beautiful wavy red hair, be Irish,and my name’s going to be Colleen. That is either going to be my “next life” or else it was a life I’ve already had, but it seemed to indicate in the future rather than in the past. It might also be a “parallel” life that I’m living simultanously along with this one at the same time or perhaps my “new” self in Heaven. In any case, she’s happy,pretty, and she has a life filled with happiness, love,and a loving family, and marries the man she loves, and has the life I’ve always wanted. I also had another dream that was quite the opposite: that what I assume must have been a “past” life I had a twin sister named Stephanie and when I was still a kid I was jealous that she was the favourite and got all of the attention so one day I pushed her off a balcony on purpose and she died, so that way I’d be the only child left and would get all the attention. I was an evil child, and that’s why I’m suffering so much now and have so much misery, unhappiness, trauma, crisis, trials, misfortune, etc. in my life now; as a punishment/ karma for what I did then.
I also have this recurring dream that I go back to L.A. and in the dream it implies that I also move back there although in real life I never would( although I still would go there on vacation; it’s a nice place to visit, just not to live due to the crime) so I figure it must symbolize something else, perhaps going back to my past, or reliving happy moments, as it was nice all the times I’ve been there before we actually ended up moving over there. I also had this “reveal” that I’m going to die on Friday, the 29th of June, although that still remains to be seen. Sometimes dreams are just dreams and that’s it, but other times they have significance and meaning and other times they are even warnings and show you ahead of time things that are going to happen later on, sort of like a preview, usually bad things you need to prepare for, like how I knew years before we were going to have the fire, due to my recurring dreams about it and I knew one of the kids had leukemia because I was told in a dream. God still uses dreams to speak to His people. All you have to do is listen.
In church yesterday I was also talking to Fr. T and he was asking if we have a moving date yet and when I told him the dilemma, how houses where we’re going to cost way more than what we’d get selling our house and we’d have to take out a mortgage he said the prices there are ridiculous and outrageous and that it doesn’t make sense to do that and pay more, esssentially to go backwards and struggle financially, and that my hubby should just do the 2 HR commute each way each day from here and that there are other people in the parish that do it and when I said he doesn’t want to he shook his head and muttered, Stubborn man…. I told him I’m just leaving the situation with God and asking Him to guide, lead,and direct us where He wants us to go and what He wants us to do; to show us what His plan is for our lives.